Wednesday, October 24, 2012

THIRTY DAYS

Thirty days ago my best friend and big sister went to the rainbow bridge.  To tell you the truth sometimes the rainbow bridge makes me mad and I wish that she could have just stayed here with me, forever!  Deep in my heart I know the rainbow bridge is a wonderful place BUT so is living here with me, sammer, mean ole cat dietzman and momma and dad. So, I am sorry that today I am kinda mad, and I am not sure at whom; so maybe no one should read my post.  My heart hurts when I remember my sister, and my friends who live at the bridge.  I stink at letting go... Stella Rose

17 comments:

  1. We agree! Thank you also for your kind and loving words of comfort about Anna Rose- Now I know for sure she has friends at the Bridge.

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  2. It's OK to be mad. It just means you LOVE so much. I hope you know I am still think wonderful thoughts of you and yu have a special place in my heart.
    Blessings,
    Goose

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  3. Mom still gets teary sometimes thinking about the other pugranch kids waiting at the bridge and they have been gone awhile. What a reunion we will have some day!

    love and pughugs,
    Bailey, Hazel & Greta

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  4. We understand. I would be sad and mad too! I hope you are feeling a little better. And your Momma too.

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  5. Awwwe girl, it's all okays. It's okays to be mad, sad, angry, and just pissed when you loose a beloved sibling. But, I promise you we will be heres to help you through it...cuz dats what furiends does...and I has beer.

    Puddles

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  6. Us too Stella we stink at letting go. Hugs.

    The Girls

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  7. Hi Stella Rose,

    Can I tell ya first that your post yesterday about friendship was absolutely beautiful and heartwarming. It made my Mommy cry when she read it. And you are 100% correct... There are NO measurements when it comes to being friends. A minute, a day, a week or a year, it don't matter. A friend is a friend is a friend! You're a smart cookie Stella Rose.

    Hugs,
    Lily Belle

    Now... Mommy wants to say something to you...

    Hi Stella Rose,
    Mommy Kim here. I wanted to say that I couldn't agree with you more on today's post! I understand completely what you are going thru and the pain and anguish you feel in your heart over losing a loved one. I lost my Mom almost 5 years ago and I'm still pissed off at the world over it! Maybe it's because I'm selfish, I don't know. But I wanted to let you know I suck at letting go too! And you know what ~ I think it's OK! It keeps me going. No one said life had to be all sunshine and rainbows ever day, right! Because in reality, it's not. I think it's made me stronger. And ya know what else... It's OK to cry too.

    So anytime you need a shoulder to cry on or someone to yell at because you're pissed off, you just stop over and see me. I'll always be there for you.

    Hugs,
    Mommy Kim

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  8. Sometimes, you have to let yourself hurt and get mad so you can heal. I mean start feeling better, not like walking on a leash without pulling. Where's the fun in that? Sorry. It's in my breeding.
    Play bows,
    Zim

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  9. It's okay to be mad and sad and angry and confused, at different times or all at once. That's part of saying goodbye to someone you love. Big boxer kisses to you!

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  10. Thank you for sharing your feelings, Stella. You are not alone. It's been almost 7 months since Payton passed, and my heart still hurts too. The pain doesn't leave, it just gets easier to live with. Hugs to you and your family.
    Love,
    Christy

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  11. I'm so sorry it still hurts Stella, but I understand. We miss Vader everyday as well as Buffy and Mira, who died several years ago. I think of you often.

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  12. We are sad to read it still hurts. You will always remember. Lots of love and hugs sent your way. Have a terrific Thursday if possible and think of the good times.
    Best wishes Molly

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  13. We know it hurts and we understand. HUG

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  14. I certainly know about the stuffs you are feeling right now. Go ahead and be a little bit mad... BUTT REMEMBER...your good memories will soon come flooding back and make you feel better...

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  15. We understand. Sometimes missing one who's left hurts so much you just got to be mad at ... something!

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  16. Oh sweetie we understand. It's a fun place but we don't like that she left either
    Benny & Lily

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  17. Howdy Stella Rose, we know exactly how you feel little friend. Our mum gets mad that her Mum and Dad aren't here anymore either but then she has a cry and remembers the wonderful things and sorta feels better. You know, the good thing is that all your Blogville mates know how you feel and you can take a little comfort in that. Hugs to you all. No worries, and love, Stella and Rory (and Carol)

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