One week ago tonight Sammer my dumb brother who never follows the rules left us for the rainbow bridge. Tonight Mom and I took a special light out to his grave so it doesn't get dark for him, turd and zeus. Mostly Turd, cos Zeus and Sammer were way to brave to worry about the dark. Lots of very kind friends have been worried about me and my family but we are doing better. Mostly cos of all you guys. Goose's Mom talked to us last night and she said something that just stuck in mom's brain about Sam's passion, and mom realized at that moment that he was doing what he liked even tho it wasn't very safe. That made us stop and think about just how he lived his life and how he lived everyday to the fullest. Just like mean ole cat dietzman told me we wouldn't have ever wanted to change who he was, we had to take the good with the bad. Sammer had lots of good traits that I have never really learned to do. For instance, he was the best kisser to all the grandkids and he always bit their ears a little to show how much he cared, he was the best watch dog when it came to car lights on the bedroom wall and those annoying commericals on tv and he kept moms legs really warm cos he would stretch out on them when she sat down to read. We wouldn't have wanted Sammer any different.
So tonight there is a great big old full moon and I found out today that Tweedles always goes visits his friends at the bridge when there is a full moon. So I asked him to tell Sammer there will always be a little part of my heart that is mad at him for leaving us behind but that I do and always will love him. Turd is probably sitting right beside Sammer telling him that she told him Not to Go in The Road..lol....Our family is pretty strong cos we have each other and probably down the road we'll bring home another furkid that needs a forever home and I will love him just as much. Cos thats the way us pugs roll. And Mom and Dad well they'll be fine just as long as I am and we are together. Thank you so very much for taking the time to read our comments and post back to us, every comment helps us heal a little more.
Bless your hearts
Stella Rose and momma